If you really knew me...

If you really knew me,

you'd know that I have an escape route planned anytime I walk into a new place.

If you really knew me 
you'd know I'm shy around people,

I'm unsure of how to act

If you really knew me
you'd know I care too much, love too much and get my feelings hurt really easily.
I'm sensitive.

If you really knew my
you'd know I could sleep all day

If you knew me,
you'd know I'm terrified of losing people I love. 

If you really knew me,
you'd know I push people away so I don't get hurt. 

If you knew me,
you'd know how to make me laugh.

If you knew me
you'd grab my hand and hold it.


If you really knew me, 
you'd know that I don't like people I don't know very well touching me. 


If you really knew me 
you'd know I love being hugged and kissed and loved on by my guy.

If you really knew me
you'd watch funny movies with me
and scary ones!

If you really knew me, 

you'd know I hate hearing the phone ring.

my phone is mostly on silent. 

If you really knew me, 

you'd know I sometimes know things before they happen.

you'd know I don't always understand them.

If you really knew me,
you'd know I hate when people chew their food with their mouth open
or
smack their gum. 

If you really knew me,
you'd know that I hate being corrected on how to take care of my son.
I know what I'm doing for the most part, he is still alive and we're going on four years.

If you really knew me,
you'd know when I'm sick, I need love but won't ask for it.

If you really knew me,
you'd know I love the Kardashians.

If you really knew me,
you'd know that I hate running!

If you really knew me
you'd know I hate being rushed, but am always late.
I really try hard to be on time. Especially now with a guy who doesn't like being late, ever!

If you really knew me,
you'd know that I love silly and thoughtful gifts over expensive ones.